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Rebirth
mood: 
indescribable
indescribable'Sort of' being a major understatement, I'll admit. 'Completely' seems more fitting, to be honest. And I really do apologize! I had no idea how hectic things would get. I kept thinking, "Okay, next week I'll write a bit...this weekend...next month?", and in the end it just got so that there was always something in the way. The holidays always used to be the perfect opportunity for me to catch up on the writing school prevented me from doing, but then in February I was skiing...and in Easter, well - I was basically just out all the time. So no; I don't really have any great excuse. It's just sometimes, things change so so fast and you completely lose track of everything. And they just keep on changing even when you thought things couldn't change anymore. People change so much - I've changed so much. Friends change and hobbies change and life changes and too much change can screw your head around so much!
But; I think I've finally caught up with all that change. And now, maybe I can just bask in it for a bit, whilst things stay the same, because judging by the last few weeks I'm expecting more and more change very quickly and unpredictably. But there's only so much that can change, right? And now I've got the hang of adapting to change better, so fingers crossed there'll be no more blank periods from me like my last one! :)
Things seem to be getting better in general too, I think. I'm sort of actually learning to live in the present rather than constantly residing in the past. Which is a good thing, definitely. I mean, sure, I still think too much on some of that shit sometimes, but I'm getting better :) I'm aware that you probably have no idea what I'm talking about, and I'm sorry about that, but I'm not going into that story :/ Basically, shit happened 2 years ago, and as you probably figured, I'm still not over it when I really, really, should be. I keep going through phases of feeling weirdly different - and I assume it's a good different. But then something crops up and all those stupid old feelings flood back and I'm back to the beginning. But hey, shit happens And like I said, it's getting better, easier. Yay ^_^
I've just realised that this must seem pretty random - opening a livejournal out of the blue etc. I just figured that I could use this to keep everyone up to date, and also for people to learn a little bit more about me, without cluttering up my fanfiction page haha. Yes, this is basically just for my friends and readers etc off fanfiction. Because I'm that cool :3
Well, I'd best be off now. Being in Year 11 (that's English school years, whatever grade people born in '93 would be in), I have my GCSE's coming up very soon (that's these big important exams that determine what college you get into, for those who don't know). Which means about 6 hours of studying a day is needed...as if. I'm aiming for around 2 hours a day - it sounds far more reasonable! So I really should go and revise for that chemistry test tomorrow...ah, the annoying, necessities of life. Not only studying, but also trying to save up over £3000 for a month-long expedition I'm going on in summer. It can get annoying, but once it's over I'll have a nice long summer :)
So, till next time, my lovelies! You all mean the world to me :)
nami~
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